By January 3 at 5:39 pm 131 2
Well. I felted distant on christmas but thats not unusual for me. I feel just okay. I still feel alone though. Wanting to go outside for a walk but feeling a little anxious about it. I just have to get up and go. This year some reason I skip new year goals I didn't even think about it like usual. I guess because I don't really want to plan my future just live in the now it works when I don't plan I don't wanna be disappointed if I fail. Been thinking of cleaning my room for a few months now. Simple things just shouldn't be so hard to do. I'm not lazy but I feel so (ugh!) I shouldn't get fatigue from doing anything but I do.
It is a new year I guess I can start small.
List of things I can try to do at least once a month. Its not much but for me it is.
1. Clean my room
2. Go outside/ go for a walk
3. Watch a movie with my mom
4. Read a book
5. Write in my diary
Is there anyone that go through the same thing? Everyday things is hard to do.